Today..

i honestly feel like everyone is bailing out jus bc theirs this huge party. I think it's kinda lame, but @ the same i Know they wanna go to this party. But it's like I planned my whole weekend to go to this thing, then to find out my friends arnt going kind of hurts. But some of my fam is too so... But still..

I guess it will be alright. Although I'd loovee to go to a party this weekend. I really need to. I need to distress..
And the best way I know how to do that is to have so much fun that Im not even realizing it. and that comes w/ Dancing.