about my struggles
Well, I am happy to say i didnt grow up privileged with everything handed to me. But at the same it took me a while to accept i didnt have to have the best.
Finally @ 17, I don't care that i don't have the best cell phone. At this point i just want a phone. I don't really care much abuot it's status. I know in time it will come. i will hav a nice phone that i want. But now its about reason-ability.
And also i wanna say i love my life but i dont kno how quickly im gonna retract that statement. I jus don't know i've got all i need as far as the people that love me. I have sum severed relationships. but nothing that an't be fixed in time. Other than Im a pretty cool person.
I don't need large groups of people to hang out with and my inner circle is fine where it's at.
WHy do i say this, because if really wanted to i could venture out and do things.
I jus want to be complacent where Im at. I don't wanna feel like i need ot have more of th is or that because that's when u start fooling urself. SOmetimes i compare my life to other's and think That's the way it's supposed to be. But all in all that is not true. Sure others have it more well off than you. But Miciah what have you got that not everyone can easilty purchase or attain?
Well there is a lot. no need to go in to detail. But the people i DO know. The places I HAVE been. the memories I've made. The relationships I've formed. Who i am as a person .. are all great things. My happiness, my sense of humor, my inner qualities. The things that make me. Im very happy to be me.
When more independence comes my way I jus can't wait. I know i'll be having much more fun and idk, it will be jus awesome. Being young is awesome. I cant wait to be done w/ highschool.
I can't waint to travel. Im gonna get a roadtrip buddy and drive up to New Jersey once a month. And that's that!
Finally @ 17, I don't care that i don't have the best cell phone. At this point i just want a phone. I don't really care much abuot it's status. I know in time it will come. i will hav a nice phone that i want. But now its about reason-ability.
And also i wanna say i love my life but i dont kno how quickly im gonna retract that statement. I jus don't know i've got all i need as far as the people that love me. I have sum severed relationships. but nothing that an't be fixed in time. Other than Im a pretty cool person.
I don't need large groups of people to hang out with and my inner circle is fine where it's at.
WHy do i say this, because if really wanted to i could venture out and do things.
I jus want to be complacent where Im at. I don't wanna feel like i need ot have more of th is or that because that's when u start fooling urself. SOmetimes i compare my life to other's and think That's the way it's supposed to be. But all in all that is not true. Sure others have it more well off than you. But Miciah what have you got that not everyone can easilty purchase or attain?
Well there is a lot. no need to go in to detail. But the people i DO know. The places I HAVE been. the memories I've made. The relationships I've formed. Who i am as a person .. are all great things. My happiness, my sense of humor, my inner qualities. The things that make me. Im very happy to be me.
When more independence comes my way I jus can't wait. I know i'll be having much more fun and idk, it will be jus awesome. Being young is awesome. I cant wait to be done w/ highschool.
I can't waint to travel. Im gonna get a roadtrip buddy and drive up to New Jersey once a month. And that's that!
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