As the days dwindle down it's getting harder and harder. Every hour is a jus as painful as the next. Im loosing my poise. Im loosing my calm. It's hard to say the least, and tomorrow Oh how I hope to feel at least the lit bit jubilation. It's jus sooo hardddd... I can't take it. but i must for right no. SATURDAY SATURDAY SATURDAY SATURDAYY.. it's coming inevitably