What's Next
Now that I've graduated there are many emotions running through my head and heart. So may thought process I can't begin to describe. It's like I know I'm supposed to do certain things, and I said I wanted to do them. But Idk maybe people have been hitting me with them too soon. I literally just graduated and I need time to digest that.
I need to really figure out what I need and want to do. School is not a problem. It's just the etra curricular stuff, like field service. i want to go out, but I don't wanna be pushed into or even suggested. I just want to do it because I wanna do it. And that's typical me, like I don't like doing anything jut because someone tells me to do it or I'm expected to do it.
At the same time, there are some distractions that could prevent me from reaching my goal of being hole heated whole souled and devoted to Jah and that of course is association. Now that I'm not in school anymore I look forward to getting that Spiritual association that I so desperately need that'll help me to determine what I really want to do.
I need to really figure out what I need and want to do. School is not a problem. It's just the etra curricular stuff, like field service. i want to go out, but I don't wanna be pushed into or even suggested. I just want to do it because I wanna do it. And that's typical me, like I don't like doing anything jut because someone tells me to do it or I'm expected to do it.
At the same time, there are some distractions that could prevent me from reaching my goal of being hole heated whole souled and devoted to Jah and that of course is association. Now that I'm not in school anymore I look forward to getting that Spiritual association that I so desperately need that'll help me to determine what I really want to do.
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