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Time like these I am cold hearted. Distant from others. It makes me not really have friends. They can't count on me. I'd like to prove myself but that doesnt seem like it's happening.
Im so tired of being here. I've been thinking a lot over the past two weeks. Week really. And now I've come to a unanimous decision. It's about time Is top being indecisive. Im sick of it. Nothing ever comes about when You are being indecisive.
And although this decision could possible drive me and my mother farther apart, I feel it wouldn't really make a difference. We're not much of a family unit now, and I need to be happy.
She is off doing her thing. My bro is off doing his, thinking he's doing something. And I just can't come back here and act like everything is not as it is.
The red is on the wall.
It's as clear as day. And I'll pray Jehovah show me the right decision.
But it's about time I start making some moves.
Im so tired of being here. I've been thinking a lot over the past two weeks. Week really. And now I've come to a unanimous decision. It's about time Is top being indecisive. Im sick of it. Nothing ever comes about when You are being indecisive.
And although this decision could possible drive me and my mother farther apart, I feel it wouldn't really make a difference. We're not much of a family unit now, and I need to be happy.
She is off doing her thing. My bro is off doing his, thinking he's doing something. And I just can't come back here and act like everything is not as it is.
The red is on the wall.
It's as clear as day. And I'll pray Jehovah show me the right decision.
But it's about time I start making some moves.
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