Deep Pish

Am I reliving a night mare.
this reality is quite a scare.
I wake up, and with uncertainty i face the day.
But I hope there is movement in what Im about to say.
The pain, it's been there for a while.
Its funny how the past can back up like a new born child.
I was hoping u'd left t there. And forgotten it's origin.
But what's inborn is always with u,
So i cant tell u to quit no matter what ur goin thru.
But ur past hurts us all.
This is a letter u'll never read.
Words that'll never give heed.
They sever no pupose so what's th need
Im jus tryna get this all out. In hopes I'll pervert ur doubt.
Kill itlike the cat. Burry the hatchet,
Yeah, we'ont need that.
I reject the lies and try and live honestly. Ima stop hidin from these truth and put'em behind me.
Here I am face to face. Ima stop flexin cause I know what's goin on,
Can't even relax in my own home.
I ain never ask for much. but what was such coulda always been better,
but it's whateve. Im not fighten the weather.
Whether u wanna make it rain, hide the pain, clouds won't cover up endless shame.